horny

maybe i should fuck you till the sun comes up
we'll do it real fast and slow
or we could fool around in thekitchen
i guess theres only one way to know

u always seem to keep me on point
i never seem to get any rest
or maybe u just wanna find out
wut its like to with the best

you always keep me real horny
no matter what time of day it is
u got me fiendin for the sex so bad
i know exactly what it is

ur horny

update

so ive been sick, flu, bummed out,missed out on the club 3 nights in a row now, been watching grey's anatomy from the very first episode non stop and i dont plan to stop this binge till i reach the season finale of season 4. it seems that things are just .....different. you ever had the feeling where everything was good one day and then different the next, well i have this feeling in me currently and it just seemed this way since last weekend and well it just seems as tho i have a greater outlook on things. i have questioned myself, asking myself what it is i am exaclty doing here, and the answer is i am currently doing nothing. i let my own setbacks set me back tho i hate to see others let themselves be held back by setbacks, im struggling to seperate myself from the image of my ex-bestfriend. very few things can cause such a struggle within me. i am seen as a heartless cold bastard who makes decisions based on what i can gain from the outcome, yet this is not who i want to be seen as. my dilema is finding my image,my self image,one that does not involve me being attatched to an asshole. and i know where the answer lies,but im afraid to turn to it. im afraid to look to God for help,afraid to ask for help frfom those he seemingly placed in my life to do just that,help me. why,i do not know,but i need to get over this fear before it has become too late......

White Roses and Wedding Rings

(verse1)
fall into the river floating down
the current of lifes long love
and could you swim to the other side
and find whatever you need
the raging waters full of hearts
of these love sick bleeding teens
and we're just here to cure this disease

(chorus)
white roses and wedding rings
filling up the ravine
on the ends of the shores of heartbreak lake
you've fallen and your bleeding
still theres no wound ive seen
picking up the peices of your heart

(verse2)
run far away
the day is new
but youve been told a lie
so keep on goin to where your headed
on this day
the love is nothing you can handle now
the crowds to big inside
so keep ur thought quiet and to yourself

(chorusX1)

(repeat X4)
white roses and wedding rings
these things mean nothing real
its what you feel inside that counts for what you do

(chorusX2)

The Mixtape chronicles

ok so i've begun prduction on the first ever Mixtape from the Bad Ingrish Crew. i got 5 trtacks recorded, the quality is kinda shitty but its a start to things ya know, we gotta start somewhere ya know. so this saturday is valentines day. im just fine cause i got mine, such a silly person she is but i love her sillyness so its all good right. 

and just when i thought the sky was turned grey, there she was,standin in my way. (^_^)