"you"

who knows
where this could go

or what this could be
will we eventually
make this thing ours
will we go far
baby let me have your hand
just understand

that I

I wanna be your man
I wanna be all I can
to you
I wanna do
all i can for you
and make you see
that your that one for me
yes girl its true
im in love with you
i give my all to you

baby
just you and me
this is you and I
and i'll try
to give you everything 
that you need
fufill your fantasy
and i want you
yes you and only you

to understand

I wanna be your man
I wanna be all I can
to you
I wanna do
all i can for you
and make you see
that your that one for me
yes girl its true
im in love with you
i give my all to you

and bay your beauty
makes me
feel like im up on high
and letting you know
is easy
lemme give you my love
forever and all
lets live life till the end of time
oh baby I

I wanna be your man
I wanna be all I can
to you
I wanna do
all i can for you
and make you see
that your that one for me
yes girl its true
im in love with you
i give my all to you
 

"Running From My Fears"

my fears

im never turning back to this place

im searching out the new day

never giving into the sin“Running From My Fears”

(verse1)

I wanna live on the open road

cause I don’t have a home

and im all alone

im livin on my own

and I don’t feel no love

I tried but it seems like itd never come

I wanna go and make my own way

livin life day by day

there is nothing more to say

if it only things would change

in this sad place

I’d try to stay

but I’m leaving  now

all times run out

(chorus)

I just don’t want to be here

and im making it clear

that im running away from 

if I go now

then I’ll win

(verse2)

I’ve drawn the line I don’t care where it shows

I don’t care who will know

I don’t care where it goes

cause im crossing it

I’ll treat that thing like it was my bitch

I’m giving into this temptation

leaving degredation

sinful deprivation

and im moving on

Im gonna stay straight

and I’ll be strong

and I’ll leave today

I’ve gone away

(chorus)

I just don’t want to be here

and im making it clear

that im running away from my fears

im never turning back to this place

im searching out the new day

never giving into the sin

if I go now

then I’ll win

(bridge)

living here is killing me

and only I can see

my walls have grown so high

that no one sees me slowly die

I need to move on, I need to be gone

I need to find some truth,I can do that here with you

(chorusX4)

I just don’t want to be here

and im making it clear

that im running away from my fears

im never turning back to this place

im searching out the new day

never giving into the sin

if I go now

then i'll win

this reminds me of.....

this reminds me of Xanga alot. i havent really blogged in like 2 years. my life has grown to become a tangled mess of drama that most of the time i dont start. but i have deduced that now is the time to change. you know, before its too late, the time to realize who truly holds you down. an aquaintance of mind recently told me to find out who truly got me and I did. i found that i only truly know of one person to stand by my side through turmoil, only one who will "save me" as seth did to evan from "Superbad" lol. i guess i just dont really trust anyone but him. when i was outted from my home, he took me in, offered me a place to stay, and took care of me. i thought i had more than one person of this stature to call "friend" but that person befell my expectations greatly. and it would seem as though some stood by him when he turned his back to me, but who needs them. it seems as though the best advice i ever recieved came from a great aquaintance i have whom i feel would make an excellent friend. and i thank him for makin me see the clouded state i was living in. 
this is all for now. i shall go ponder what to write on next. farewell for now to anyone who reads this