this reminds me of Xanga alot. i havent really blogged in like 2 years. my life has grown to become a tangled mess of drama that most of the time i dont start. but i have deduced that now is the time to change. you know, before its too late, the time to realize who truly holds you down. an aquaintance of mind recently told me to find out who truly got me and I did. i found that i only truly know of one person to stand by my side through turmoil, only one who will "save me" as seth did to evan from "Superbad" lol. i guess i just dont really trust anyone but him. when i was outted from my home, he took me in, offered me a place to stay, and took care of me. i thought i had more than one person of this stature to call "friend" but that person befell my expectations greatly. and it would seem as though some stood by him when he turned his back to me, but who needs them. it seems as though the best advice i ever recieved came from a great aquaintance i have whom i feel would make an excellent friend. and i thank him for makin me see the clouded state i was living in.
this is all for now. i shall go ponder what to write on next. farewell for now to anyone who reads this
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